AY (almost) De Javu

dan hari ini kembali pikiran ay dipenuhi berbagai hal yang ay rindukan.
ahh.benci ay harus kembali menjalani homesick,
setelah hampir delapan bulan terpisah darat dan laut.
i knew it right on the second i got here,
i already miss home, the home where my heart is.
uda berita lama kalo kita kangen rumah
harusnya kita emang uda biasa dan betah disini
dan ujungnya ga mau pulang pas besok waktunya uda abis.
ga tau kenapa gara gara kebanyakan nonton film indonesia kali ya
jadi kepikiran jogja banyak banyak
for some silly reasons u would think.
dramatic.ahaha

lalu kemudian kita sekeluarga nonton film dokumenter
judulnya 2 millions minutes
isinya ngebandingin sistem pendidikan di US, China, sama India
tapi menariknya cover depannya gambar anak2 SD Indonesia loh
lalu habis itu ay sama dad berdiskusi panjang lebar
tentang sistem pendidikan bla bla bla
terus beliaunya bilang,
"well, you know, if you ever will UW-Madison and Chicago have a good medical colleges"
dan kemudian mom nyambung "yes, you have home here, you can come home during weekends, i can do your laundry and you can eat our foods here, or maybe we're just gonna adopt you"
oh wow, if that can be that simple, how great it is going to be, i wonder.
dan kemudian mom mulai lagi drama i-don't-want-to-let-you-go attitude
mom bilang ay bakal pulang ke indonesia cuma buat "visit" , shall I ?
hmmm.good question.

i know exactly how much they love me,
i can't imagine how hard is it gonna be to go through the separation things less than eighty days from now on.

but i still miss home the most.

how bout you guys ?